how come?

i seem favor for u...
i dunno wat i thinking about,
edi 1week i didn't sms wit u..
i dunno wat de feeling about,
but i sure tat im not habit for everything,
when i didn't sms wit u...
i look forward to next time,
im bluring,upset,confuse,troubled...
all tis is bcoz of u...
i lik u???soli,i dunno...really...
i look lik a strayer...
can't found de direction...
so shit...
how come?how come?
i try to controll myself,
but i can't...
our relation r so complicated...
i trust tat u havent noe i lik u...
ya,u sure dunno...
i never told u b4...
i can't tell u eventhough i edi confirm tat i fall for u...
i scared,
i dunno wat will be happen after i tell u..
so,i decide tat dun let u noe my heart feeling...
blur blur blur~~~